i'm a creature of urges and neccessity
one shot, no stops, pedal to the metal
it's no life to lead being too scared to bleed
get your hands dirty, make your life worthy
do what I please at my leisure - and for my pleasure
it's a simple arithmetic
do what you need to, need what you please to
be what you want to, love what you fear to

so I'm a little bit flawed
and too easily bored
if you're along for the ride,

baby you'll have to move just a little bit faster

Being out so much, I find it hard sometimes to recall just what I was doing the day before, what I had for lunch, who I was with, where I was. It's strange- I'm known to not enjoy being out so much, but now, I'm appreciating and enjoying it. I rather be out than at home, unless I'm really tired... This kind of lifestyle is expensive to upkeep though, and this kind of lifestyle is shortlived because it is really exhaustive to have something on your calendar every day. I apologize to friends I don't have time to meet up with, and I hope we can have a cuppa when I return in December :)

Also, I don't know how I managed it, but I actually lost weight omgwtfbbq... After all that oily shit I eat outside on a daily basis, I actually did not get even fatter.... Totally bizarre. I can now wear my old jeans, bwahahaha, and that makes me a very pleased cat/hamster.

Heidi's at the animal hospital. The house is strangely silent and lonely without my baby Heidimao :(